Sunday, January 14
feedback session. - Sunday, January 14, 2007
ok, yesterday's session was a bit draggy, but i felt it was fruitful. it helped me realise a lot of things & made me feel even more strongly towards what i believed in.thinking back, i'm very grateful i managed to come for the session since dad was making a fuss again. but this time i didn't wanna back down so i still went ahead. it started with bible sharing with music in the background. besides the contents of the bible being read out, i didn't realise lifehouse's everything could be sung from ''that point of view''. oways found it more of a sappy love song until last night.
& then we were all given slips of paper to give ''feedback'' on each other & asked to find a corner to write on 1 side good points abt the person & one point that we felt the person could improve on. everything i wrote was heartfelt bcos i know i've grown pretty attached to genesis members & some of the feedback that was given to me were honest,heartfetlt & one being brutally honest & just plain hurtful, which i found was a big ' i-think-wad-u-said-was-too-much' & i dunno if i regret not speaking my mind last nite.
but there were repetitive comments on how i should open up more & be more confident of myself. i'll remember that.
& then the highlight of the evening was father fred talking to me. i admit, i was freaking out when i saw him approaching me. contents still made confidiental, i feel like ' shucks, he managed to change my thinking.' cos i was ever so determined to stick to my decision & then he comes to me & talks like a wise,old owl (duh!) & i find myself agreeing with him. -shuffles feet- but yeah, he told me to go for RCIA instead cos i'd learn more from there & cos he said 'you come across as a person who wants the proper teaching from a leader.'
-shuffles feet-
besides that, i did learn a bit more from those who weren't really in my circle of friends. like feli, justin-marc,simon,rachel lim,jason ow & marcus(rockclimber). then i had to rush over home cos it was already 11+ & then it was a long conver on the phone with christie. i miss talking to her & yeah, i do know it's cos i've been working so much that's why i haven't spend much time with her tho she's back from oz land.
ok, back to bleach epi 38.
love always,
kel